sam's bio ! Aug 14, 2013 19:33:06 GMT -5
Post by s a m s a t i o n. on Aug 14, 2013 19:33:06 GMT -5
february 15, 1995.
--> sexual orientation:
--> relationship status:
in love with my boyfriend utterly and completely. <3
--> eye color:
--> hair color:
black on top an pink underneath.
--> personal style:
i love anything from hot topic. my favorite things to wear are printed leggings and dresses. my favorite color to wear is pink.
i have a tattoo on my chest of a rose and two blue flowers with birds flying above the flowers and i have snake bites, which is a piercing on each side of my bottom lip.
--> favorite thing about yourself:
i think my favorite thing about myself is the way my piercings, hair, and tattoo all go so well together.
art, painting, drawing, reading, sleeping, doing things with my boyfriend, going random places, music, making friends, animals, swimming, driving, staying up all night, video games, watching movies, true blood, regular show, scary movies, screamo, indie rock, regular rock, alternative, dubstep, house music, some rap, etc.
people who think they are all that, being a place with a LOT of people, rude people, spiders, insects of all kinds, extremely hot weather, crappy boy bands and poppy music, country music, whiny people, being asked to do something over and over, having to get up really early, babysitting kids, etc.
get a really good job that i love, go to college and get a degree, marry my boyfriend and live in our own house together, have a kid around 25, travel to a different country, go on a cruise, do something fun but dangerous, be rich.
none yet... haven't had one in my life.
--> three words that describe you:
shy, spontaneous, artistic.
--> overall personality:
when you first get to know me, i am extremely shy. it takes me awhile to open up but if you start opening up to me first, i'll end up being one of the greatest friends you've ever had. i am really nice and i never betray my friends. i don't really get close to many people because i am so shy, but once you do know me and i come out of my shell, i can be pretty insane. i've only ever had two friends who have seen how crazy i can be. i am extremely artistic and i love to draw. i'm always drawing. i only get angry/irritated if someone keeps bringing up the same thing over and over again. overall, i am a very faithful and loyal person filled with lots of love and creativity.
--> what were you like as a kid?
as a kid, i was extremely playful and outgoing around other kids, but adults made me nervous. as i grew older, i started becoming more and more insecure and shy and stopped talking to people less and less.
--> how do you make friends?
i usually am not the first to start a conversation. the person has to talk to me first. that's probably why i have almost no friends.
--> what was your favorite thing about growing up?
being able to be young and free and not having to care about growing up. and not having responsibility.
--> overall history:
when i was a kid i was pretty hyper. i loved to torture my older sister. i was pretty sociable around kids but adults made me a little edgy. i really liked to eat. then when i hit my lower teens, all i ever did was sit on the computer and play mmorpgs. so i ended up gaining a massive amount of weight. i was really quiet and never talked to anybody in middle school. i was way too nervous and shy. i think my main problem was that i was afraid people would judge me or laugh at me if i talked to them. but, then again, people judge anyway. we were basically born to do it. so i just kept to myself and refused to make friends. if anybody wanted to be my friend they'd have to talk to me first. when i hit high school, i was the same. in fact, it got a little worse. ninth grade was the worst grade of my life. i was constantly getting picked on for my weight and people would torture me. i was ugly and had a really fat face and my hair was long and unbrushed and i just looked a mess all the time. all the bullying people did to me made me get to the point where i became extremely depressed and i never wanted to go to school. i didn't even have the strength to get up in the morning. the internet was my escape. i admit, i had made a few fake profiles on various websites and showed people pictures that weren't the real me. i was self conscious to the extreme. i got to tenth grade and made a friend who is now one of my worst enemies. she became my best friend during tenth grade and we did everything together. the only problem was that she always acted like she was my mother. she never let me do what i wanted or she would yell at me or judge me for it. in eleventh grade, i missed an entire month of school because i was planning on dropping out. i didn't go at all in december. then they threatened me into go back to school, so i went and i dumped my best friend because i was sick of her nagging and her acting like she was my mom or my boyfriend or something.. in eleventh grade i was slightly more social than i was in tenth and ninth and i cut my hair and dyed it pink and black and got piercings. i made a new best friend and she is still my current best friend. i had a one major crush on this boy who flirted with me so much in tenth grade then he left for a year and came back senior year. my senior year was great. i loved it. the summer before it, i lost like 100 pounds and i was feeling good. throughout the whole year i just continued to shed pounds and more people started talking to me and i didn't get picked on a single time during my senior year. the boy i liked started to get on my nerves because i kept trying to get with him but he acted like he didn't like me even though i know he did. and i had a guy best friend who had a huge crush on me but he never asked me out and never even got close to doing it. i know he had a thing for me though because he made up a fake guy and texted me pretending to be that guy. it got really fishy when every time i'd try to meet up with him, he would end up being busy or something. so i started catching on to him and he blamed it on his 12 year old cousin. to this day i'm not sure if it was him pretending to be the guy or his cousin. (his cousin is a girl btw) anyway, we were best friends for three years. so, since the guy i liked and my best friend both took too long to do go out with me, i ended up falling for someone who i had disliked at the beginning of the year. he creeped me out but my friend gave him my number against my will and we started talking and he turned out to be the most amazing guy. now he means the world to me and i would never trade him for anything. i love him to death. now i am the happiest i can be and i've gotten over a drug addiction and a self harm habit and my life is the best it has ever been. and it's all because of him.<3 (: